oh.

obtaining something you want although TEMPORARILY satisfies, they dont exactly make you happy-happy. its like going to Mcd ordering a double cheeseburger, and you’re just satisfied. you already know how exactly what your burger looks and taste like anyway.

but if they gave away complimentary sundae ice-cream unexpectedly, it will boosts your level of happiness, which in turn boosts the level of happiness of people around you, and then the people around them.

yesterday the world’s stingiest person ever, very good friend of mine called me from australia. and it brightened up my week; it is these small pleasant surprises that makes you deliriously happy.

every now and then i’d be examining my face in the mirror. its becoming quite a habit and i do realise at some point that it is a matter to be concerned. no i’m not vain of course, as many would like to think anyway haha. but now that i am a 2nd year university student who had just taken a loooooong semester+another semester break, AND when strangers do still comment “OMG BUT YOU LOOK 15 :O!”, its going to be hell weird when i am out in the workforce competing with other erm.. mature looking graduates haha for jobs. working with them will be weirder cause i might end up looking like their son instead of their co-worker.

but then again i kinda like it haha.

today at work i was smiling the whole day

for no apparent reasons though.

buuuut well i didn’t have any reason not to smile anyway. i was generally in a good mood. and i’m starting to get accustomed being called crazy these days. so its alright.

i’m going back to uni in one month time :O. i was excited (haha) until i discover my lectures starts at 8am.

i think after graduating, i’ll be working with babies. or kids. something a lot more vibrant and creative than a nanny/manny,